30th March 2010
I feel better, after sharing my thoughts with my co-worker. Thanks indeed~ As it is always better to spill some thoughts with someone who was at the same site as you are.
From that conversation, I found out that I was again, not understood. A selfish and defiant me who just couldn't bothered to explain to a 2nd person, especially after the talk.
I'm definitely not what I seems to be.
Whatever....
I was listening to these songs during my train ride to school. I just love the lyrics.
This is by Olivia Ong singing SimplyRed's song, called "Stars"
And this meaningful song about child abuse, written in a nice way (I feel~)
Sang by Suzanne Vega, called "Luka" This song was also sang by Oliva Ong. Do check out her album, which I like her way of re-singing these songs.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
It's 27th Anni
18 Apr 2011
Below entry took me about 3 days to draft, and finally I have get it tidy up and ready for reading.
=D
"Birthday for the 27th time. Fun-filled, surprise-filled. I love it! and it was truly memorable one.
Memorable: Reason being, I submitted a letter with 30days notice to the place I had been 'ploughing' for the past 4 years. not sure if that letter was a surprise for the receiver (as he does not seems shocked to me), I was not asked to re-consider nor what is e reason behind. Well it doesn't matter, probably I surplus his requirement. Submitting the letter certainly took me some hard time to consider, plainly because I've been here so long, that the kind & friendly peeps, environment, and 'customers' around me which I'm gonna miss so dearly.
Say I'm gay, emotion-filled, or whatever, but I'm truly a guy with a mind that solely 'feed' on emotions. And I mean it when I said (to my co-workers) that I detest the feel of leaving.
But well, I still gotta move on, isn't it? Jumping to a higher, greener ground is a natural route to fresh experience intake. I don't expect to be missed, as I admit that I'm definitely putting 50% of mind in work since 2010. So for now, I just hope to vacuum all my outstandings and not to be cursed on the first day of bTptc Antz-less. Added to that, I felt really apologetic towards my comrades, as my friend and I left 2 big holes for they to fill.
'离别' is always the hardest word to me now. And that's what makes my 27th birthday something significant to remember.
Remembering 27th anniversary on Earth, is also marked with surprise given by Jazs and my best pals (you know who you are). I simply ran out of vocabulary to describe how happy and thankful I am for their time to execute the surprise party for Davi and me. Great companionship I got for 10 years and I count myself very very lucky to have them around me.
Seeing my pal being proposed was also a moment which I felt really happy for her. Nevermind I was 'supposed ' to be the surprise to cover my friend's proposal, I was truly very willing to help. In the end, the whole event was filled with surprises for one another and worthy of a celebration! Well, it was also a night where some stuffs that are buried so deep in me which are also resmosful for me, were poured out from me. and I felt great after that! Eventually things broke into laughters.
When more pals joined in, it was deep into midnight and we continue the chat. But that doesn't matter, as we continued the chat till almost 3am. Though my eyes were closing, I couldn't bear to turn in that early.
Up till now, this unforgettable celebration, just left wondering when will we have another one like this.
Haha... I guess what the young ones called, "BFF".
Built for memory: On the actual 2nd April, I went work from Gallery, special indeed. I worked from 8.30am to 5.10pm. Amazing right? Working for such long hours. Ya crazy, I admit. I volunteered for that duty, coz I thought I should do my best to continue to help out.
Spent time talking to colleagues, receiving their handshake of birthday wishes, were things that brighten the boring working time. As usual, it's my crap and jokes, well, I left with only a few weeks more with them, before I hopped onto another ship. A new ship that may not have such youthful team around me.
No matter what, four fruitful years at where I am, I truly wish them all the best and may we meet again on one fine day."
Below entry took me about 3 days to draft, and finally I have get it tidy up and ready for reading.
=D
"Birthday for the 27th time. Fun-filled, surprise-filled. I love it! and it was truly memorable one.
Memorable: Reason being, I submitted a letter with 30days notice to the place I had been 'ploughing' for the past 4 years. not sure if that letter was a surprise for the receiver (as he does not seems shocked to me), I was not asked to re-consider nor what is e reason behind. Well it doesn't matter, probably I surplus his requirement. Submitting the letter certainly took me some hard time to consider, plainly because I've been here so long, that the kind & friendly peeps, environment, and 'customers' around me which I'm gonna miss so dearly.
Say I'm gay, emotion-filled, or whatever, but I'm truly a guy with a mind that solely 'feed' on emotions. And I mean it when I said (to my co-workers) that I detest the feel of leaving.
But well, I still gotta move on, isn't it? Jumping to a higher, greener ground is a natural route to fresh experience intake. I don't expect to be missed, as I admit that I'm definitely putting 50% of mind in work since 2010. So for now, I just hope to vacuum all my outstandings and not to be cursed on the first day of bTptc Antz-less. Added to that, I felt really apologetic towards my comrades, as my friend and I left 2 big holes for they to fill.
'离别' is always the hardest word to me now. And that's what makes my 27th birthday something significant to remember.
Remembering 27th anniversary on Earth, is also marked with surprise given by Jazs and my best pals (you know who you are). I simply ran out of vocabulary to describe how happy and thankful I am for their time to execute the surprise party for Davi and me. Great companionship I got for 10 years and I count myself very very lucky to have them around me.
Seeing my pal being proposed was also a moment which I felt really happy for her. Nevermind I was 'supposed ' to be the surprise to cover my friend's proposal, I was truly very willing to help. In the end, the whole event was filled with surprises for one another and worthy of a celebration! Well, it was also a night where some stuffs that are buried so deep in me which are also resmosful for me, were poured out from me. and I felt great after that! Eventually things broke into laughters.
When more pals joined in, it was deep into midnight and we continue the chat. But that doesn't matter, as we continued the chat till almost 3am. Though my eyes were closing, I couldn't bear to turn in that early.
Up till now, this unforgettable celebration, just left wondering when will we have another one like this.
Haha... I guess what the young ones called, "BFF".
Built for memory: On the actual 2nd April, I went work from Gallery, special indeed. I worked from 8.30am to 5.10pm. Amazing right? Working for such long hours. Ya crazy, I admit. I volunteered for that duty, coz I thought I should do my best to continue to help out.
Spent time talking to colleagues, receiving their handshake of birthday wishes, were things that brighten the boring working time. As usual, it's my crap and jokes, well, I left with only a few weeks more with them, before I hopped onto another ship. A new ship that may not have such youthful team around me.
No matter what, four fruitful years at where I am, I truly wish them all the best and may we meet again on one fine day."
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
My Beliefs
24th March 2010
I have been listening to a few songs repeatedly. This is one of them.
Song name is "上帝早已预备" by SamMi Cheng
Verse :
就算我可得到世间的财宝
但你却说要我知道是永生的道路
是莫再指引线你赐我忠宝
就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你却说要我知道
别为因此而烦恼
在绝望里投诉
只要仰望主那怕会迷路
Chorus :
上帝早已预备我不相信运气
即使风光明媚但却不似袮预期
上帝早已预备至少我不被遗弃
难得袮为我死
So loving the chorus till I placed it on my MSN private message
"上帝早已预备, 我不相信运气" And this noon, Gavin came asking me, "U turn Christian?"
Kinda mis-leading for putting up such message.
I have to clarify this, I'm really open to rest of the religions around. But I believe there's only one united GOD up there looking over every single one of us, which I does not know who is it, or whatever form it is.
I seems like a Free-Thinker and I am very interested to visit Hindu Temples, Churches or Cathedrals. Furthermore, I can't deny the fact that I enjoyed watching movies like "The Nativity Story" and "Passion of Christ". I watched them alone, appreciating it just like another touching story I've heard, and leaving the cinema seat with a few droplet of tears across my cheeks.
Nothing about getting out of track of where I am, but I feel that every religion definitely has it own beliefs and teachings that everyone can understand and practice (irregardless of which ever religions). There isn't any religion that is the MOST powerful or MOST convincing or Greatest of them all. I hope that everyone in the World can hold each other hands, say their own religious prayers but stay selfless and pray only for the well-being of every single beings on Earth. You may take a look at this : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selflessness
Personally this is what I practice, I believe, and I feel as I walk along this path call LIFE.
Similar for above Christianity song by Sammi. I always have believe LUCK was given by someone up there. From that chorus, it reads : There wasn't any luck in life, it is just another plan done up by GOD. Thinking about it for some time, I read it as : Luck was given to me by GOD, indirectly it is like GOD had PLANNED to give me this luck. I just wonder anyone feel the same as me, or rather I should put it this way : Anyone's beliefs is as complicated as mine?
Guess I'm more suitable to have my own religion, my very own sets of Beliefs. And I shall live as what I feel I should do, with a little help from Someone up there.
P.S. Above is solely my personal views and thoughts, nothing personal to anyone. I apologize if my statement has offended anyone.
I have been listening to a few songs repeatedly. This is one of them.
Song name is "上帝早已预备" by SamMi Cheng
Verse :
就算我可得到世间的财宝
但你却说要我知道是永生的道路
是莫再指引线你赐我忠宝
就算我可得到今生的自豪
但你却说要我知道
别为因此而烦恼
在绝望里投诉
只要仰望主那怕会迷路
Chorus :
上帝早已预备我不相信运气
即使风光明媚但却不似袮预期
上帝早已预备至少我不被遗弃
难得袮为我死
So loving the chorus till I placed it on my MSN private message
"上帝早已预备, 我不相信运气" And this noon, Gavin came asking me, "U turn Christian?"
Kinda mis-leading for putting up such message.
I have to clarify this, I'm really open to rest of the religions around. But I believe there's only one united GOD up there looking over every single one of us, which I does not know who is it, or whatever form it is.
I seems like a Free-Thinker and I am very interested to visit Hindu Temples, Churches or Cathedrals. Furthermore, I can't deny the fact that I enjoyed watching movies like "The Nativity Story" and "Passion of Christ". I watched them alone, appreciating it just like another touching story I've heard, and leaving the cinema seat with a few droplet of tears across my cheeks.
Nothing about getting out of track of where I am, but I feel that every religion definitely has it own beliefs and teachings that everyone can understand and practice (irregardless of which ever religions). There isn't any religion that is the MOST powerful or MOST convincing or Greatest of them all. I hope that everyone in the World can hold each other hands, say their own religious prayers but stay selfless and pray only for the well-being of every single beings on Earth. You may take a look at this : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Selflessness
Personally this is what I practice, I believe, and I feel as I walk along this path call LIFE.
Similar for above Christianity song by Sammi. I always have believe LUCK was given by someone up there. From that chorus, it reads : There wasn't any luck in life, it is just another plan done up by GOD. Thinking about it for some time, I read it as : Luck was given to me by GOD, indirectly it is like GOD had PLANNED to give me this luck. I just wonder anyone feel the same as me, or rather I should put it this way : Anyone's beliefs is as complicated as mine?
Guess I'm more suitable to have my own religion, my very own sets of Beliefs. And I shall live as what I feel I should do, with a little help from Someone up there.
P.S. Above is solely my personal views and thoughts, nothing personal to anyone. I apologize if my statement has offended anyone.
Monday, March 22, 2010
Stress
22nd March 2010
This few weeks were filled with stress generated from workplace and studies...
Assignment.. Module tests...
Overtime after overtime at work...
My brain going bursting... argh...
All I hope now is that I complete all outstanding in hand, in order to enjoy
2nd April 2010, with Jazs and my friends.
Really looking forward to see Sammi soon~ Here some preview :
All are songs (related with Christianity) Sammi Cheng's LoveMI concert at HongKong
鄭秀文 feat. 24 Herbs - 罪與罰
鄭秀文 - 上帝早已預備
鄭秀文 Feat. MC JIN - 信者得爱
This few weeks were filled with stress generated from workplace and studies...
Assignment.. Module tests...
Overtime after overtime at work...
My brain going bursting... argh...
All I hope now is that I complete all outstanding in hand, in order to enjoy
2nd April 2010, with Jazs and my friends.
Really looking forward to see Sammi soon~ Here some preview :
All are songs (related with Christianity) Sammi Cheng's LoveMI concert at HongKong
鄭秀文 feat. 24 Herbs - 罪與罰
鄭秀文 - 上帝早已預備
鄭秀文 Feat. MC JIN - 信者得爱
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Mr UN-Understandable
10th March 2010
Funny to know that I seems to be unable to speak a word that those around me understood.
Jokes where My friends and I had a great laugh, whereas telling to them seems like talking to a log.
Never really have time to look further into the matter. Perhap it's plainly age gap? A 27 years old guy don't seem that old ba...
Phew... I rather spend my time on work and study.
*Jia you !!
Funny to know that I seems to be unable to speak a word that those around me understood.
Jokes where My friends and I had a great laugh, whereas telling to them seems like talking to a log.
Never really have time to look further into the matter. Perhap it's plainly age gap? A 27 years old guy don't seem that old ba...
Phew... I rather spend my time on work and study.
*Jia you !!
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Frustrated
9th March 2010
It has been frustrating…
Imagine this….
There was a farmer who has 6 cows and 7 plots of fields. Day by day, the 6 cows followed the Farmer’s instructions ploughing those 6 plots of fields individually, without question.
Everyday, the 6 cows felt really drained out of energy, but they seldom complain. Let alone to suggest to Farmer about buying a Tractor, in order to cut down their workload.
After working for a few months, there is this pearly, pure white cow suddenly have a thought while doing the routine ploughing. So he went up to the Farmer and speak to him in a respectful manner, “Farmer, may I suggest that 6 of us plough 1 single field together instead of ploughing individually?”
Farmer looked into the blank and paused for a few seconds. He said, “Continue to work hard and we can finally move to a bigger farm.” Following this sentence, the Farmer walked off, whistling away towards his hut. The White cow felt dejected, he hoped that Farmer could at least clarify with him that why doesn’t he like White cow’s idea?
Another few days passed, still the same old process in a scorching hot afternoon. A loud ‘Moooo..’ was heard from 2 fields away. Every cow dashed over to the direction of the sound. 1 of the 6 cows fainted on the field, due to heat exhaustion. This sick cow was taken back for a rest. On the next day, 5 cows have to plough 7 fields with the same method. Yet another cow fell to heat exhaustion.
Yet the Farmer seems unmoved, and not thinking a bit of what White cow suggested. Instead, he borrowed a few cows from his neighbours to work, until those 2 sick cows recovered. But this time round, Farmer used White cow’s method and the cows were happily looking after each others, working legs in legs.
In the mind of White cow, he always thought that these could be prevented if Farmer could adhere his advice. He knew his suggestion may not work, but isn’t it worth a try? They might not arrived at current situation if suggestion was taken, long long ago.
It has been frustrating…
Imagine this….
There was a farmer who has 6 cows and 7 plots of fields. Day by day, the 6 cows followed the Farmer’s instructions ploughing those 6 plots of fields individually, without question.
Everyday, the 6 cows felt really drained out of energy, but they seldom complain. Let alone to suggest to Farmer about buying a Tractor, in order to cut down their workload.
After working for a few months, there is this pearly, pure white cow suddenly have a thought while doing the routine ploughing. So he went up to the Farmer and speak to him in a respectful manner, “Farmer, may I suggest that 6 of us plough 1 single field together instead of ploughing individually?”
Farmer looked into the blank and paused for a few seconds. He said, “Continue to work hard and we can finally move to a bigger farm.” Following this sentence, the Farmer walked off, whistling away towards his hut. The White cow felt dejected, he hoped that Farmer could at least clarify with him that why doesn’t he like White cow’s idea?
Another few days passed, still the same old process in a scorching hot afternoon. A loud ‘Moooo..’ was heard from 2 fields away. Every cow dashed over to the direction of the sound. 1 of the 6 cows fainted on the field, due to heat exhaustion. This sick cow was taken back for a rest. On the next day, 5 cows have to plough 7 fields with the same method. Yet another cow fell to heat exhaustion.
Yet the Farmer seems unmoved, and not thinking a bit of what White cow suggested. Instead, he borrowed a few cows from his neighbours to work, until those 2 sick cows recovered. But this time round, Farmer used White cow’s method and the cows were happily looking after each others, working legs in legs.
In the mind of White cow, he always thought that these could be prevented if Farmer could adhere his advice. He knew his suggestion may not work, but isn’t it worth a try? They might not arrived at current situation if suggestion was taken, long long ago.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
I'm realising my all-time DREAM
3rd March 2010
It has been more than 12 years that I got addicted to Sammi Cheng. Did not brought a lot of her albums, but have been following her trails all along. It is my long time desire to see her live on stage and
I'm absolutely ecsatic to announce that I've gotten her Singapore concert on 2nd April 2010!!!
After catching Kimi Raikkionen last year during his F1 at SG and I'm finally been granted another of my wish!!!
What's more the concert is held on my 26th birthday!! What a great way to celebrate my birthday with Jazs!! Certainly looking forward!!!
It has been more than 12 years that I got addicted to Sammi Cheng. Did not brought a lot of her albums, but have been following her trails all along. It is my long time desire to see her live on stage and
I'm absolutely ecsatic to announce that I've gotten her Singapore concert on 2nd April 2010!!!
After catching Kimi Raikkionen last year during his F1 at SG and I'm finally been granted another of my wish!!!
What's more the concert is held on my 26th birthday!! What a great way to celebrate my birthday with Jazs!! Certainly looking forward!!!
Monday, March 1, 2010
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