Monday, May 3, 2010

Thoughts on May 2010

3rd May 2010

After completing my course, I finally got some time to spend with Jazs and my friend and colleagues. During the mist of these fun times, I was still thinking about something.

Some things that I feels, worth my time burning my brain cells for....

I just don't why the sudden gash of urge to write this..

I'm just happen this little fear about....

Age...

I feel that Time is peeling off my Youth, layer by layer like an onion.. Age catching up, and I wonder what's more can be done.

Roof over my head, a kid by my arms. I certainly hope I could enjoy a little more. Play my favourite game. Walk along my favourite beach. Make merry with my favourite friends.

Just as the days swept pass me everyday at work, I been hoping that Time goes slower. I merely wanna achieve more! Cant every seconds seems like a minute? Or can I pause the world from rotating while I finish up all my outstanding tasks? Allow me 26 hours a day, I got the energy, I got the motivation, I can pump on. Why cant I have exhange for more time to work now than to sit on the rocking chair, waiting for Death to find me?

That's impossible.

Never can the world wait.

And I'm sure I wasn't thinking too much.

Probably I need an hour tonight to sort out my thoughts and plan to (hopefully) till I'm 35 yrs old.