Sunday, April 13, 2008

what a night...

13 Apr 08

Reaching home after my coy's D&D, was to wash up.


Had a few glasses just now, kinda bored at home man....


Tune in Power 98, chill alone with my Sheridan....


Can't remember where was the last time I went crazy at club...


Think is last year Wednesday Deevapali Zouk's Mambo with Jazs...


Craving for another go...

Thursday, April 10, 2008

萬芳 - 試著了解



Song playing on my phone...

This may be a better way of saying "Thanks"

10 Apr 08


On 2 Apr 08, it is a day of only 2 of us.





It is also a day where we had very bad dinner. (Suntec's "Fist & Cold")
Bad prawns.... Bad squids....






But they still fail to spoil our day!






It is another day where we sat by the fountain, with your lovely head by my shoulder.






It is a day where I held your hand so tightly that I didn't wanna let go.






Well's, it is yet another day where I failed to get you into Soo Kee Jewellery shop.






It is also a day where I realise I'm 2 years older than you from Apr - Nov 08!!






It has been always a wonderful day to know that we still look under 21 years old after that day!! *LoL!!






It is a day where you surprise me with your mystery present.






It is a day where you brought my Sammi's DVD for the first time. *I simply love that concert!!






Today is the day I will like to say,"Thanks for your accompany on my 24th, 2nd of Apr."
And I know that there will be more to come.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

A day to remember

8 Apr 08

Finally, it have been 24 years since Antz struck planet, Earth.

2 Apr 08, seem gonna be another birthday I had. Fortunately or unfortunately it turns out very unforgettable. A very close family friend of mine passed away on that very day.

She is my family neighbour and my Mum's friend for decades, and I know her since young. On every Thursday, she will be at our house, chatting with my mum, where I will always be there around the dinning table listening to their conversation. She watched me from toddler till now, where I found myself a GF. I treat her as another aunt of mine.

So 3 days ago, Jazs and I heard from mum that she is very sick, and we planned to visit her on the next weekend. She have been resting at home since her op on last year. When we visited her on Chinese New Year 08, she still seems weak but was extremely happy when we visited her. Well, we thought that she is recovering well. But little did we expect things turn out this way.

2 Apr 08, I was on my birthday off, I thought of going to the temple to pray for her good health. But my heart sank when Mum broke the news with her watery eyes. I was caught in the moment, held my head in disbelief. So I sms-ed Jazs, who called me almost immediately. "It's too late..." she said. I bit my lips hard, blaming myself, why did we go over earlier.

During one of the nights, I went over. I saw the bulb hanging on the void deck ceiling, the yellow canvas fencing, I heard the ritual from the carpark. Yet at that point of time, I could not bring to myself to believe it is true. As I sat down, I felt great moisture around my eyes, I felt great discomfort sitting down there. I even struggled mentally to offer her prayers. I tried opening my mouth but I failed to speak a word. I hit the top most level of my tolerance while listening to Mum relating her pasts.

On her final day, I viewed the final ritual in great depression. I stood beside my Mum, holding on to her arms, could not bear to face the fact that this is the last time we will be seeing her. Reaching Mandai crematorium, viewing the burial was another mental struggle. This is where my tears went uncontrollable.

Till now, thinking back, everything is too late. Mum mentioned she like crowds, so she chose Wednesday to Sunday - Final day. Or I thought maybe she wants me to remember her by this date.

I really hope she is free from sickness up there and I will miss her laughters and conversations with us. Take care.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Sahara condition

1 Apr 08

I really can't stand it!! Felt like it is 30 degree temperature every night!!

I perspire during meals...

What's wrong with the climate?

For a moment, Rice is also found depleting! When was the last incident that rice was reported not enough? Donkey years ago ba.

Oil, petrol all hit skyrocking price. COE went higher. ERP increase like mad.

I used to see Shop&Save selling beer less than $2, but not seems the price tag had been removed. Coffeeshop foods hawkers are starting to slaughter our wallets. Think from next month onwards, you will never see $1.50 chicken rice around.

Think really don't 'pian' for your career also cannot. I really look forward this coming July 08 for some really good news.