Independance

29 Jan 2013

One word i heard from a drama, which i very much agree. it's also something that my mum has been telling me.

"靠山，山倒。靠人，人跑。
还靠自己最好。"

Que Sera Sera

25 Jan 2013

 

This has been the song that I've remember since young and its lyrics hold so much meaning to me and it is something that my mum has been reiterating to me since young.

And now, I decided to sing this to my boy until he's born....
 

Que Sera Sera by Doris Day

"When I was just a little girl
 I asked my mother, what will I be
 Will I be pretty, will I be rich
 Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
 I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
 Will we have rainbows, day after day
 Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
 They ask their mother, what will I be
 Will I be handsome, will I be rich
 I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be...."

Hi doggie!

 23 Jan 2013 

Feel a sudden urge to continue to blog.

Lots of things have happen since then… You may think this blog is filled with cobweb and almost declaring shut down. It’s just that I could not manage to find time for writing.

Ever since school starting at #Un!5!M 2011 July, I’ve been writing on MSWord but purely for assignment submission. Now, it is because of a special, extraordinary gift sent from “up there”, that give me the thought of facing the laptop right now to pin down my thoughts. I guess it was also a sudden fear of forgetting the various milestones in my life which leads to my inability to narrate all these to my offspring.

Let’s talk about a dog in the house… who has been with them since 2012… if Shinji was to talk about his bigger regret in 2012, it was probably seeking his best pal’s assistance in purchasing the dog. Especially when this pal went personally to check out with the pet shop, asking the shop owner to “reserve” a few good puppies using his business relationship. Shinji truly owe him a big favor.

However, the dog wasn’t bought by Shinji. Why Shinji decided to help the buyer was because of the intention to allow Dad to be accompanied at home & for the buyer to have a sense of ownership and adopt responsible attitude. After a year had passed, perhaps it was wrong and didn’t turn out successful. Attitude didn’t change, duty was shed, couldn’t be bother with reading and learning the RIGHT way of provide a good and positive home for the dog.

Shinji regretted his decision. Holding the dog in his hands feeling pity for the poor dog that wasn’t given the desired care and concern. Argh… Well Shinji headed for the library to beef up his knowledge on dog’s behaviour and care. Enriching himself by following a new idol of his, #Ces@r M!ll@n (http://www.cesarsway.com/). so that is how he realised that all “care & affection” given by the family members were mostly incorrect. And now, the dog starts to gain dominance over them which pose to be difficult to remedy and potential pitfall for any new family member especially infant.

Can’t bear to see these incorrect actions to continue, Shinji decided to guide, explain and show them how to handle the dog correctly. Although now Shinji is somehow seen as a pack leader by the dog, it’s like a losing battle. Because he is going up against 4 other members. Added to that, he is going to have his own little family expansion soon. He knew he has to act fast to gain leader’s status in the dog’s mind. He wont want his child to be risked been bitten by a curious dog, pushed over by an overly excited dog, frequently scared by a dog severely lacking in exercise.

Thus, he needs to change his mindset now and try to influence those key family members in achieving a similar approach to tame this young pup and teach it how to behave like a balanced, calm and submissive domestic pet, DOG.

Ya... Start of brand new year

I was screwed...
 Time wasted...
 Sweat for nothing...
 late for collection...
 F###!!!

 2013 opening wasn't as smooth as i desires.

 Was sick for 1st week of Jan.

 Screwed by another new major case in work... 

Argh...


Please freaking get me out of these shit...