Phew... So close...

12 Jun 08

This morning, I was doing an inspection on rooftop of a 12th storey block of flat.

I was checking with my eyes shifting left to right. As I am walking on the secondary roof slab, one of the concrete cube (supporting the secondary slab) chipped off, and my feet sank along with concrete slab. Twisted my ankle, and I fell forward.

Felt the great pain on my right palm... But I only come to realise that I was only lying a metre away from the edge of roof. Can't complain. Well, it is part of my job. Probably I'm too 'lucky'.. Now even feel the pain on my palm as I sms with my thumb. *Argh..

After that moment, I certainly will hesitate for a while should the next time I am required to access the ROOFTOP.

Are you feeling better now?

6 June 08

31 May 08,

Dad and Mummy will not forget this date. Do you know how shocked I was, when I saw you lying sideway, struggling to stand up.

"Dad went to do a research when we first notice that you are suffering from hair loss (Jan 08)... I was truely at loss when I saw your illness. I told Mum that we could be losing you soon. We tried whatever we can to prolong your stay with us. But...

I still can remember when Mum and I brought you at Parkway pet shop on April 2005. You are the most lovely one! I love you because you are the only one who doesn't bite!

We are indeed grateful that you gave us 3 of your bubbly babies. But you still remain our top fav! *Ha!!"

So the day comes, when you decided to take a long long break. Mum & Dad were really heartbroken. But we are glad that we are there to accompany you till your final breathe.. Mum insist to carry you in her arms when you saw your tired soul. Her tears came flowing down uncontrollably as we watched you lying there. As you struggled for help, Mum & Dad felt so helpless. We tried comforting you but it all seem useless. You turn your back to face Mum and Dad for the final time before you lie still there. Our hearts were torn apart, this is the first time we ever drop our tears for you.

We couldn't help it but keep on brushing our fingers through your fur, because we know, this will be the last time we can ever do that.

So down goes the small spade on the turf, every inch I dig, the more I don't bear to leave you. As Mum placed you down, can you feel her drop of tear that fall on you? Or you are already standing beside us, whistling away for our attentions?

Even up till today, we just bring ourselves to forget that day.

I rubbished those thoughts of how we can prevent you from this, or why have we not done to build a healthy you. For now, I only pray hard that you had happily hopped up the stairs to heaven and already met your youngest son. (At least we know you won't be alone up there.) I hope that you are back to that flurry self. Whistle out loud that you are free from pain. Lastly, I certainly hope that you can remember all the bits and pieces of Mum and Dad during your 3 joyful years with us.

I will like to say for the last time.... We will love you always.. Take care...

Antz, 真的好累

27 May 08

I have never thought or ever dare to imagine that this can happen to me.

It may not be a tsunami nor earthquake. But I do feel immerse pressure on me. At a moment, I feel my brain being compress till my blood vessel nearly went burst.

On Labour Day, there comes the first punch, it got to me darn hard. I fell real hard onto the ground, I staggered to get up. It caused great deal of destruction to whatever that left with me.

After a while, I managed to kneel on fours. Just when I tried to squat, I felt the kick right on my face.

For a moment, I lie flat. Thinking of what can I do to prevent all these....

This time, I sit up again. Slowly picking up bits and pieces of me.

I got pulled and slammed down hard today... My soul felt extremely weaken.

I have been trying very hard to pull myself up. Get everything going. But seems that heaven is playing tricks on me. Hurdle after hurdle.

I will try hard to stay till the sky brighten in front of me.

What the hell...

20 May 08

Will you bring your young kid to the toilet and pee onto the wash basin?

I wonder what is that pea brainy guy thinking.

Walking on the line

13 Apr 08

Recently I'm really suffering from the side effects of media complaint. Seems like a relegation fight now.

Cornered till I can hardly breathe...

Now my only hope is how bad I am gonna fall. Keep my fingers cross, I fell gracefully.

Haiz... Whining won't help... Listen to song ba..

兄弟 by Andy Lau and Eason Chan

Night Marathon

12 May 08

I am thinking how cool it will be running a marathon starting at 2359hrs. While others were sleeping, you are steaming through the darkness, breathing chilling air, passing by those sea breezes.

How cool will it be, plainly just imagining it!

It is the Adidas SunDown Marathon!

I really do not have the courage to take up this challenge. Think ever since Standard Charted Marathon, I didn't even hit 10km in any of my jogging session. *LoL!

Dumb ass

6 May 08

Today I went to the bank to open an account for my coy recreation club. I, me, Antz, silly donkey, keep my pink IC at home, slot my 11B in my wallet. Upon reaching the bank then 'discover' that they need my IC.

People scared lost ma...


Till now I still dunno how to use FACEBOOK. So many applications, tons of fan's clubs.. Dunno is I dumb or I just lazy to wander around the webby...


Think I'm kinda dumb + very lazy...