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6 June 08

31 May 08,

Dad and Mummy will not forget this date. Do you know how shocked I was, when I saw you lying sideway, struggling to stand up.

"Dad went to do a research when we first notice that you are suffering from hair loss (Jan 08)... I was truely at loss when I saw your illness. I told Mum that we could be losing you soon. We tried whatever we can to prolong your stay with us. But...

I still can remember when Mum and I brought you at Parkway pet shop on April 2005. You are the most lovely one! I love you because you are the only one who doesn't bite!

We are indeed grateful that you gave us 3 of your bubbly babies. But you still remain our top fav! *Ha!!"

So the day comes, when you decided to take a long long break. Mum & Dad were really heartbroken. But we are glad that we are there to accompany you till your final breathe.. Mum insist to carry you in her arms when you saw your tired soul. Her tears came flowing down uncontrollably as we watched you lying there. As you struggled for help, Mum & Dad felt so helpless. We tried comforting you but it all seem useless. You turn your back to face Mum and Dad for the final time before you lie still there. Our hearts were torn apart, this is the first time we ever drop our tears for you.

We couldn't help it but keep on brushing our fingers through your fur, because we know, this will be the last time we can ever do that.

So down goes the small spade on the turf, every inch I dig, the more I don't bear to leave you. As Mum placed you down, can you feel her drop of tear that fall on you? Or you are already standing beside us, whistling away for our attentions?

Even up till today, we just bring ourselves to forget that day.

I rubbished those thoughts of how we can prevent you from this, or why have we not done to build a healthy you. For now, I only pray hard that you had happily hopped up the stairs to heaven and already met your youngest son. (At least we know you won't be alone up there.) I hope that you are back to that flurry self. Whistle out loud that you are free from pain. Lastly, I certainly hope that you can remember all the bits and pieces of Mum and Dad during your 3 joyful years with us.

I will like to say for the last time.... We will love you always.. Take care...