Worried~

8 Mar 2013

Assignment struggling... Couldn’t concentrate at all....

Stomach been “thanking” (“XIE”) non-stop since Monday....

Shinji needs motivation...

And this morning appointment revealed that the little one still hasn’t get into position for his big day, makes his poor Mum and Dad worry. *especially Mummy. Shinji just pray hard that naughty little boy will turn his head downwards once he has enough fun swimming. Mummy’s swimming pool getting cramp there, so watch you time ok! Get in position when it matters.

Shinji is sure you will! =D

Independance

29 Jan 2013

One word i heard from a drama, which i very much agree. it's also something that my mum has been telling me.

"靠山，山倒。靠人，人跑。
还靠自己最好。"

Que Sera Sera

25 Jan 2013

 

This has been the song that I've remember since young and its lyrics hold so much meaning to me and it is something that my mum has been reiterating to me since young.

And now, I decided to sing this to my boy until he's born....
 

Que Sera Sera by Doris Day

"When I was just a little girl
 I asked my mother, what will I be
 Will I be pretty, will I be rich
 Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
 I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
 Will we have rainbows, day after day
 Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
 They ask their mother, what will I be
 Will I be handsome, will I be rich
 I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
 Whatever will be, will be
 The future's not ours, to see
 Que Sera, Sera
 What will be, will be...."

Hi doggie!

 23 Jan 2013 

Feel a sudden urge to continue to blog.

Lots of things have happen since then… You may think this blog is filled with cobweb and almost declaring shut down. It’s just that I could not manage to find time for writing.

Ever since school starting at #Un!5!M 2011 July, I’ve been writing on MSWord but purely for assignment submission. Now, it is because of a special, extraordinary gift sent from “up there”, that give me the thought of facing the laptop right now to pin down my thoughts. I guess it was also a sudden fear of forgetting the various milestones in my life which leads to my inability to narrate all these to my offspring.

Let’s talk about a dog in the house… who has been with them since 2012… if Shinji was to talk about his bigger regret in 2012, it was probably seeking his best pal’s assistance in purchasing the dog. Especially when this pal went personally to check out with the pet shop, asking the shop owner to “reserve” a few good puppies using his business relationship. Shinji truly owe him a big favor.

However, the dog wasn’t bought by Shinji. Why Shinji decided to help the buyer was because of the intention to allow Dad to be accompanied at home & for the buyer to have a sense of ownership and adopt responsible attitude. After a year had passed, perhaps it was wrong and didn’t turn out successful. Attitude didn’t change, duty was shed, couldn’t be bother with reading and learning the RIGHT way of provide a good and positive home for the dog.

Shinji regretted his decision. Holding the dog in his hands feeling pity for the poor dog that wasn’t given the desired care and concern. Argh… Well Shinji headed for the library to beef up his knowledge on dog’s behaviour and care. Enriching himself by following a new idol of his, #Ces@r M!ll@n (http://www.cesarsway.com/). so that is how he realised that all “care & affection” given by the family members were mostly incorrect. And now, the dog starts to gain dominance over them which pose to be difficult to remedy and potential pitfall for any new family member especially infant.

Can’t bear to see these incorrect actions to continue, Shinji decided to guide, explain and show them how to handle the dog correctly. Although now Shinji is somehow seen as a pack leader by the dog, it’s like a losing battle. Because he is going up against 4 other members. Added to that, he is going to have his own little family expansion soon. He knew he has to act fast to gain leader’s status in the dog’s mind. He wont want his child to be risked been bitten by a curious dog, pushed over by an overly excited dog, frequently scared by a dog severely lacking in exercise.

Thus, he needs to change his mindset now and try to influence those key family members in achieving a similar approach to tame this young pup and teach it how to behave like a balanced, calm and submissive domestic pet, DOG.

Ya... Start of brand new year

I was screwed...
 Time wasted...
 Sweat for nothing...
 late for collection...
 F###!!!

 2013 opening wasn't as smooth as i desires.

 Was sick for 1st week of Jan.

 Screwed by another new major case in work... 

Argh...


Please freaking get me out of these shit...

Review of 2012

It has been ages since I last blogged. Therefore, I decided to do it at the end of the year with a little bit of special reason for me to blog it out~ Haha..

So it goes like this.....

Jan – Attended and assisted in my secondary school pal’s wedding on NYE. After attended 3 of my best pals’ weddings back in 2011, I’ve gained quite a bit of experience and I’m truly thankful to be trusted by them and the opportunity to give my best in return for their assistance shown to me during my big day back on Dec 2010. Thus, for this year “duty”, I handled it in a relatively natural manner. (= Made new friends, and hopeful that I did give those wedding prospects some pointers and do’s and don’t’s.

Feb – Chinese New Year was truly different this year. It was well-spent with a trip to Bangkok with J@z5 and my best pal.

Mar – Lessons go on...

Apr – My birthday month, signaled that I’m edging towards 30s. My company “rewarded” me with a pair of tickets to Universal Studios Singapore where j@z5 and I had great fun. No rides for her but a lonely, fearful ride for me in that Galatico thingy. And I nearly pee in my pants…. Hahaha… However, it didn’t stop me from feeling young. And I don’t really feel it (30s) coming. Still thinking that I’m the same old risk-taking me in my early 20s. Ha! Similarly it applies to my All-Time favorite J-Rock band: L’Arc~en~ciel who are in hitting 40s. I rewarded myself to their first ever concert to be held in Singapore on 28 Apr 2012 and I attended the brilliant concert with my new Samsung NX-200.

May – Exam period~ Crazy stressful 3 weeks… Couldn’t join (@nD!c3 & co. to US because of that.

Jun – Nonetheless, the sweet bait of going through the exams was a trip to the further place J@z5 and I ever been. United States! From Singapore – Frankfurt – New York – Washington - Niagara – Florida – New York. It was the most impressive place I ever been to! And we swear to bring our kids there again! Lincoln Memorial, White House, Wall Street, Fifth Avenue, Central Park, Broadway, Magic Kingdom, Universal Studios, Epcot Center…. These attractions left us mesmerized and wanting for more. Though coming back to Singapore, attracted lots unwanted remarks like: “Wah.. You rich leh.. I only can afford go JB.” I don’t give a damn…What matters most is the wonderful memories we had there. Totally priceless. =)

Jul – It is a month of Durian season! Had wonderful durian pals to enjoy my favorite fruits on earth. Hahaha!!

Aug – Thanks to j@z5’ colleagues, we had the chance to see this year NDP rehearsal. Nothing impressive but it did uncover my past memories of being a patrol agent for 2005 NDP props and marching contingent in 2006. This is also a month where we celebrated our 12^th anniversary of being together since secondary days. The days spent at #AmaraSanctuaryResort was our wonderful moment and dreams came true. (=

 Sept -  It is a month where Formula One comes to Singapore and this year is especially special because #KimiR has returned to F1! I couldn’t bear to purchase the ticket but resorted to “peeping” at Millennia Walk and Marina Square. Thankfully, I have my best pal who doesn’t like F1 to accompany me. Simply Brother~

Oct – Time for exam mugging. But I was also called to check in Nee Soon hotel for annual gathering with my NS pals. Hahaha… Same old sh!t and silly jokes cooked up this time.

Nov – A month where #Mum and j@z5 celebrate another 1 year mark. We went for a simple dinner celebration and a late night movie “Ah Boys to Men”. It was a movie that hooked those tough memories of me in BMT. Truly remarkable for Jack Neo to shoot such a movie so close to the true dirty and shitty Army days of every Singapore boy. We really enjoyed it and patiently waiting for the second sequel. However, back to reality, I need to mug for exams… of the 3 papers I took, 1 of them I came out thinking that I surely need to repeat it again.

Dec – A month of celebration! And my favorite festival of the whole year, Christmas! This year was filled with plenty of parties with my cousins and best pals. It was also something special this year as I was involved in my workplace party. Not really going according to what I thought to be, but the team pulls through. Probably, I took it too seriously. Like what J@z5 says I always give 120% for recreation events. Hahaha.. Perhaps it’s time to let go and concentrate on what it really matters.

So now it is time to get 2013 started with new resolutions. Erm.... Lemme reflect and brainstorm...

My last BTPTC e-mail out

24th May 2011

Could not help it but just wanna put this to a memory disk to remind me of the wonderful memories I had and to some ex-colleagues who did not get to see my message to them.

The below message is a final e-mail sent out from my ex-company desktop on 29th April 2011, before 12 noon.



For my ex-colleagues whom I regards as friends now......





"To all my friends at BTPTC,

29th April 2011 mark my last day in BTPTC and I will like to say Thanks and GoodBye.

Since 12th April 2007 where I put my first step into this family, it was a huge leap away from my naive schooling days. It is here, I learnt the way to working life, the important of surviving and how great companionship could keep one motivated to strive on.

Companionship - is the life jacket for Antz to swim n this giantic ocean (BTPTC).Some, probably it's the tough times (knocking door to door or hunting forms during public holidays) we been through, that created the conversations we shared.
Some, whom we barely speak 10 sentences per week, but there's surely topics when we halted by the pantry for a short chat.
Some, who gave me a helping hand to push me higher and guide me through the time where dark cloud blurred me.
While the rest, a simple 'Good Morning' with a smile, did enough to brighten up the start of my day.

Fortunate - is to have you all as my co-workers for the past 4 good years here. Wont forget the laughters we shared during recreational events (Retreat @ Sentosa and D&Ds) and the sweat we dripped during company's missions.

Thank you for all for the companion and the wonderful memories I had here. I sincerely apologize if my words or actions had ever offended you in any way.

I hope the seeds that you had planted with your hard work and time put in, will bloom into a great rewarding havest that you have hope for!

And now, it's really Goodbye and hope we stay in contact (via FB). Take care! = )


Warmest regards, Antz Hong"