I felt fear and sadness
every time he was being taken away from me. Since young, I’ve been experiencing
stuffs being “conquered” and seized in front of me. Probably, those aren’t things
that I hold so much affection, ownership in me. That didn’t managed to hurt me
so bad.
However, ever since this
little fella comes into my life, I felt there is something that I really treasure
and fearing day & night that he might be taken away from me or worry that he
isn’t closely tied to me.
Similarly, there are
many things that we had accomplished or still trying to achieve, we usually
failed in the first few attempts. It is through persevering mentality and some
examples where we learnt of our shortcomings and avoid similar mistakes, in
order to attain the desired outcome or object.
Ya.. examples…. Examples
should usually be demonstrated in a easily understood method and positive
attitude. However, there isn’t any element of that in examples being shown to
me. I was simply dumped aside and left to think how could I have do it better. And
certainly this leads to bad blood between me and the other party.
I couldn’t stand the
sight of….. neither would I wanna live under the same roof with….. regrettably,
I’ve no Plan B. F…. ya.. really F.. and screwed up.
To makes thing worse,
those character and attitude are probably those attributes which I detest the
most in my whole life. I know I’m not perfect, I, too have my shortcomings and
undesirable attitudes. But I guess I didn’t portray them that much and I’ve
somehow toned down bits, due to the life experiences I had and my unwillingness
to invite more problem for my lovely girl.
As Cesar says, either we
choose to Oppose, Submit or Avoid. As a member of the pack, I’ve chose “Avoidance”
in order not to destroy the team cohesiveness. Simply not worthwhile.
Shinji found out something. He
couldn’t take it. He wanted to scream it out loud at the other party but he
just couldn’t do it. He wasn’t sure if the other party was always trying to
proof Shinji wrong or what.
It just doesn’t matter to
Shinji. Shinji is tired. Probably and fortunately it’s only mentally tired. He tried
over these years to accept and bear with it. But the feeling of anger just comes
stronger each time and the worst part is he doesn’t know what to do or who to
tell. With all friends occupied with their own lives, a damaged disconnection
from his kin, he doesn’t have much choice. Neither can he narrate his pain to
his beloved. Simply can’t do it.
Haha… Shinji have always been
positive and patience and high tolerance fella. But he ain’t some super hero. He
isn’t an emotionless robot. I guess his friends know, his kin, his beloved
know. But what can they do when Shinji “loves” to gobble awful thoughts down him!
Well luckily, he got me. I’ll
try my best to comfort him. Hope he stay strong and push on.
After
purchasing our dinner at Dominos, we were happily walking back towards the car,
where she tripped upon an uneven floor and she fell forward. My jaws dropped
and darted towards her. It was a fearful moment for us...
As her
worrying tears flowed, my inner self crashed... but I just cant reveal that
part of me. She needed my support.
Upon reaching
home, we started talking to the little one inside her tummy. And we were glad
that this lovely fella responded to our calls and start to wobble within. This
ease bit of his Mummy’s worry and my heart calmed down.
Though there
was no unusual finding, I still feel that a trip down to the gynaecologist will make us feel better.
Stay
strong my little boy, and I hope to see u soon... =)
When
Shinji attended secondary school one, he was the shy & silly fella who seldom
talks to classmates. So there was a guy who somehow joined the same CCA, Wushu as
Shinji. From then on, they trained during Saturdays, and most of the time, they
walked home together. As the friend stayed near to school, he went home while
Shinji continued his journey back home.
This
friend was true to Shinji, he, who conversed with no sign of hiding. In Shinji’s
memories, this friend was quite a trustworthy friend. Shinji still
remembers till now (unsure if this friend still remembers), there was once they
both sat on a bench at the void deck of this friend’s house. They both spoke
briefly about their family background and some issues they faced with their
family. Certainly, this suggests that there might be a positive amount of mutual trust
between them, which allows them to pour their true words out. Shinji
briefly that this friend of his had a good sister that dote him lots. And he
truly admired him as Shinji wasn’t close to his own sister at all.
However,
time flies… This friend decided to pursue his interest, Chinese Orchestra while
Shinji remained faithful to his passion, Wushu. Added to that, Shinji’s academic
results decline and he was posted to the last class during secondary two. From there
onwards, he and his friend’s relationship distanced. Eventually, they became Hi-Bye
friends by secondary four. They lost contact since then, until they got
connected via Facebook again. But this time, they were merely Facebook friends.
Nothing more, nothing less.
11
March 2013, Shinji saw one of his primary/secondary schoolmates wrote on this
friend’s wall. She was asking him to stay strong and recover soon. Feeling curious,
he checked on this friend’s profile. To Shinji’s surprise, there were lots of
other messages telling this old friend of his to remain strong, keep breathing
& etc. Shinji grew very concerned within himself and he look forward to
check out this friend’s condition or latest update from their friends.
However,
it was the end of whatever checking out or concern….
This
old friend had ascended to another dimension that will take his pain,
struggles, and most importantly his soul away from us. He left the world on 12
March 2013. Saddened as old memories flow back into Shinji’s mind. Moments ago,
Shinji felt like breaking down after reading a blog entry written by his old
friend:
Monday blue doesn’t
just apply to working people only.
For a patient who
requires weekly blood test, I detest Tuesdays.
Because the blast
cells have entered the blood stream, and it’s still growing in numbers.
Because if leukaemia
continues to thrive, chemo and transplant is inevitable.
But if the blood test
shows stable blast quantity, I’ll have another week of happiness!
But if the blood test
shows stable blast quantity, I’ll have another Tuesday blue.
Living week by week.
I can’t confirm my
attendance for gatherings or friends’ weddings that’s not within this week.
I can only confirm
meet up after Tuesday’s blood test, when I’ll know if my immunity is okay.
Living week by week.
I don’t know if I’ll
get to use my passport if I renew it.
I don’t know if I’ll
get married and start a family.
Shinji
count himself extremely fortunate… For this friend whom they didn’t meet along the
streets for almost 13 years, he didn’t expect to meet again through this way. Never…
I’m
sorry that I’m suddenly caught in a moment of sadness that I don’t know to
write a meaningful ending for this entry. I just hope that this friend’s spirit
lives on and his story will inspires others around. If you think you are in the
worse situation or environment, you aren’t. look beyond your problems, you may
be much much fortunate to be able to breathe easily without an idea when is
your final moments on earth.
Bye my
friend, you'll be better off up there. Take care~
Assignment struggling... Couldn’t
concentrate at all....
Stomach been “thanking” (“XIE”) non-stop since
Monday....
Shinji needs motivation...
And this morning appointment revealed that the little one
still hasn’t get into position for his big day, makes his poor Mum and Dad
worry. *especially Mummy. Shinji just pray hard that naughty little boy will
turn his head downwards once he has enough fun swimming. Mummy’s swimming pool
getting cramp there, so watch you time ok! Get in position when it matters.
This has been the song that I've remember since young and its lyrics hold so much meaning to me and it is something that my mum has been reiterating to me since young.
And now, I decided to sing this to my boy until he's born....
Que Sera Sera by Doris Day
"When I was just a little girl I asked my mother, what will I be Will I be pretty, will I be rich Here's what she said to me.
Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be.
When I was young, I fell in love I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead Will we have rainbows, day after day Here's what my sweetheart said.
Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own They ask their mother, what will I be Will I be handsome, will I be rich I tell them tenderly.
Que Sera, Sera, Whatever will be, will be The future's not ours, to see Que Sera, Sera What will be, will be...."
Lots of things have happen since then…
You may think this blog is filled with cobweb and almost declaring shut down. It’s
just that I could not manage to find time for writing.
Ever since school starting at #Un!5!M
2011 July, I’ve been writing on MSWord but purely for assignment submission.
Now, it is because of a special, extraordinary gift sent from “up there”, that
give me the thought of facing the laptop right now to pin down my thoughts. I
guess it was also a sudden fear of forgetting the various milestones in my life
which leads to my inability to narrate all these to my offspring.
Let’s talk about a dog in the house… who
has been with them since 2012… if Shinji was to talk about his bigger regret in
2012, it was probably seeking his best pal’s assistance in purchasing the dog. Especially
when this pal went personally to check out with the pet shop, asking the shop
owner to “reserve” a few good puppies using his business relationship. Shinji
truly owe him a big favor.
However, the dog wasn’t bought by Shinji.
Why Shinji decided to help the buyer was because of the intention to allow Dad
to be accompanied at home & for the buyer to have a sense of ownership and adopt
responsible attitude. After a year had passed, perhaps it was wrong and didn’t turn
out successful. Attitude didn’t change, duty was shed, couldn’t be bother with
reading and learning the RIGHT way of provide a good and positive home for the
dog.
Shinji regretted his decision. Holding the
dog in his hands feeling pity for the poor dog that wasn’t given the desired
care and concern. Argh… Well Shinji headed for the library to beef up his
knowledge on dog’s behaviour and care. Enriching himself by following a new
idol of his, #Ces@r M!ll@n (http://www.cesarsway.com/).
so that is how he realised that all “care & affection” given by the family
members were mostly incorrect. And now, the dog starts to gain dominance over
them which pose to be difficult to remedy and potential pitfall for any new
family member especially infant.
Can’t bear to see these incorrect actions
to continue, Shinji decided to guide, explain and show them how to handle the
dog correctly. Although now Shinji is somehow seen as a pack leader by the dog,
it’s like a losing battle. Because he is going up against 4 other members. Added
to that, he is going to have his own little family expansion soon. He knew he
has to act fast to gain leader’s status in the dog’s mind. He wont want his
child to be risked been bitten by a curious dog, pushed over by an overly
excited dog, frequently scared by a dog severely lacking in exercise.
Thus, he needs to change his mindset now
and try to influence those key family members in achieving a similar approach
to tame this young pup and teach it how to behave like a balanced, calm and
submissive domestic pet,DOG.
It has been ages since I last blogged. Therefore, I decided to do it at the end of the year with a little bit of special reason for me to blog it out~ Haha..
So it goes like this.....
Jan – Attended and assisted in my
secondary school pal’s wedding on NYE. After attended 3 of my best pals’
weddings back in 2011, I’ve gained quite a bit of experience and I’m truly
thankful to be trusted by them and the opportunity to give my best in return
for their assistance shown to me during my big day back on Dec 2010. Thus, for
this year “duty”, I handled it in a relatively natural manner. (= Made new
friends, and hopeful that I did give those wedding prospects some pointers and
do’s and don’t’s.
Feb – Chinese New Year was truly
different this year. It was well-spent with a trip to Bangkok with J@z5 and my
best pal.
Mar – Lessons go on...
Apr – My birthday month, signaled
that I’m edging towards 30s. My company “rewarded” me with a pair of tickets to
Universal Studios Singapore where j@z5 and I had great fun. No rides for her
but a lonely, fearful ride for me in that Galatico thingy. And I nearly pee in
my pants…. Hahaha… However, it didn’t stop me from feeling young. And I don’t
really feel it (30s) coming. Still thinking that I’m the same old risk-taking
me in my early 20s. Ha! Similarly it applies to my All-Time favorite J-Rock
band: L’Arc~en~ciel who are in hitting 40s. I rewarded myself to their first
ever concert to be held in Singapore on 28 Apr 2012 and I attended the
brilliant concert with my new Samsung NX-200.
May – Exam period~ Crazy stressful 3
weeks… Couldn’t join (@nD!c3 & co. to US because of that.
Jun – Nonetheless, the sweet bait of
going through the exams was a trip to the further place J@z5 and I ever been.
United States! From Singapore – Frankfurt – New York – Washington - Niagara –
Florida – New York. It was the most impressive place I ever been to! And we
swear to bring our kids there again! Lincoln Memorial, White House, Wall
Street, Fifth Avenue, Central Park, Broadway, Magic Kingdom, Universal Studios,
Epcot Center…. These attractions left us mesmerized and wanting for more.
Though coming back to Singapore, attracted lots unwanted remarks like: “Wah..
You rich leh.. I only can afford go JB.” I don’t give a damn…What matters most
is the wonderful memories we had there. Totally priceless. =)
Jul – It is a month of Durian
season! Had wonderful durian pals to enjoy my favorite fruits on earth.
Hahaha!!
Aug – Thanks to j@z5’ colleagues, we
had the chance to see this year NDP rehearsal. Nothing impressive but it did
uncover my past memories of being a patrol agent for 2005 NDP props and
marching contingent in 2006. This is also a month where we celebrated our 12th
anniversary of being together since secondary days. The days spent at #AmaraSanctuaryResort
was our wonderful moment and dreams came true. (=
Sept -It is a month where Formula One comes to
Singapore and this year is especially special because #KimiR has returned to
F1! I couldn’t bear to purchase the ticket but resorted to “peeping” at
Millennia Walk and Marina Square. Thankfully, I have my best pal who doesn’t
like F1 to accompany me. Simply Brother~
Oct – Time for exam mugging. But I
was also called to check in Nee Soon hotel for annual gathering with my NS
pals. Hahaha… Same old sh!t and silly jokes cooked up this time.
Nov – A month where #Mum and j@z5
celebrate another 1 year mark. We went for a simple dinner celebration and a
late night movie “Ah Boys to Men”. It was a movie that hooked those tough
memories of me in BMT. Truly remarkable for Jack Neo to shoot such a movie so
close to the true dirty and shitty Army days of every Singapore boy. We really
enjoyed it and patiently waiting for the second sequel. However, back to
reality, I need to mug for exams… of the 3 papers I took, 1 of them I came out
thinking that I surely need to repeat it again.
Dec – A month of celebration! And my
favorite festival of the whole year, Christmas! This year was filled with
plenty of parties with my cousins and best pals.It was also something special
this year as I was involved in my workplace party. Not really going according
to what I thought to be, but the team pulls through. Probably, I took it too
seriously. Like what J@z5 says I always give 120% for recreation events.
Hahaha.. Perhaps it’s time to let go and concentrate on what it really matters.
So now it is time to get 2013 started with new resolutions. Erm.... Lemme reflect and brainstorm...
Could not help it but just wanna put this to a memory disk to remind me of the wonderful memories I had and to some ex-colleagues who did not get to see my message to them.
The below message is a final e-mail sent out from my ex-company desktop on 29th April 2011, before 12 noon.
For my ex-colleagues whom I regards as friends now......
"To all my friends at BTPTC,
29th April 2011 mark my last day in BTPTC and I will like to say Thanks and GoodBye.
Since 12th April 2007 where I put my first step into this family, it was a huge leap away from my naive schooling days. It is here, I learnt the way to working life, the important of surviving and how great companionship could keep one motivated to strive on.
Companionship - is the life jacket for Antz to swim n this giantic ocean (BTPTC).Some, probably it's the tough times (knocking door to door or hunting forms during public holidays) we been through, that created the conversations we shared. Some, whom we barely speak 10 sentences per week, but there's surely topics when we halted by the pantry for a short chat. Some, who gave me a helping hand to push me higher and guide me through the time where dark cloud blurred me. While the rest, a simple 'Good Morning' with a smile, did enough to brighten up the start of my day.
Fortunate - is to have you all as my co-workers for the past 4 good years here. Wont forget the laughters we shared during recreational events (Retreat @ Sentosa and D&Ds) and the sweat we dripped during company's missions.
Thank you for all for the companion and the wonderful memories I had here. I sincerely apologize if my words or actions had ever offended you in any way.
I hope the seeds that you had planted with your hard work and time put in, will bloom into a great rewarding havest that you have hope for!
And now, it's really Goodbye and hope we stay in contact (via FB). Take care! = )
Started afresh since 4th May 2011 when fresh oxygen circulates through my lungs. Exhaling the old, problematic TPY estate which I had held in my two bare hands for the past 4 years and 1 month. Old and problematic as it is, but filled with a mixture of good and bad memories and most importantly, customers whom I had served.
Poor families who are truly in need of whatever assistance we abled person can lend a hand. An example which make me keep thanking where I live & how healthy and fortunate I am. I visited an unit (I've forgotten the exact unit or block) belongs to an old man who couldn't walk with ease and see as near or far like I could. Placing my first step on the floor it felt surprisingly chilling. Reason being it is plain concrete finish with weathered surface like the wrinkles on his face. He doesn't have the financial support from kins. Keeping her stomach filled solely on social welfare. Even as my feets were wrapped with sport socks, I still walked with some mental restriction where even tip-toe won't help.
I looked at him with enormous sense of pity which almost hit my tears 'button'. I asked if he need any financial assistance, which I could lend a hand. He rejected me politely and said that he is been assisted by social welfare.
Few weeks later, I met him again that the void deck. Walking face to face, however he does not recognize me this time. Probably memory is failing him. I looked his back view, as he staggered his steps. Nothing much I could offer, except my silent wishes for him.
Now, at where I am. Thankfully, I wasn't just thrown into the deep ocean with a life-jacket. I was slowly guided from 1.2m towards 2m mark, in the swimming pool, before I was release into the ocean. Second thanks is that I not going to handle much residents feedback, or rather, our frontline defence (Call centre) is much more organized and not that pushy as compared to my ex-company.
And due to my job scope, I would not be handling those cases (like the one I have mentioned earlier on) where I do put too much emotion in. Probably I gave things too much thought, and tried doing things that are not within my ability, that causes me to really pause long enough for matters to explode. I not saying I am a saint, just that I felt those pity ones really deserve much much better.
Disregard what I had experienced or experiencing, I shall edge forward slowly and gently on this foreign and unknown path ahead. Wish me all the best.
Writing this entry on 3 separate days with different moods and thoughts really mess up the sequence. Guess I gotta stop here, while I plan for another entry to be drafted within that moment......
Continue with my last entry, the therapy I had was truly some truth discovering experience.
Diagnose with a bloated stomach, I was told that it was due to bad vibes that I've locked them down in there. I was asked if there's any bad feelings or thoughts within me, that I hasn't set them free and find a solution to it.
When the therapist found out that the left side of my stomach was actually higher than the right side (I, myself could really feel with my hands that it is truly higher on the left!), she questioned if the problem that haunt me got to do to "females"?
*As female related problem will affect the left side of body, which is what the therapist claimed. I chose to believe.
True as her diagnose. Probably something which I have been undergoing, since the day I stated my wish to head back to where I feel I belong. During those days, dark arrows shot from mystery, were aimed towards me and I swallowed them down and kept it within me.
Never did I ever share it with anyone else, other than Jazs. I'm truly hurt but I kept it all in me. Ties closer than friends, but somehow the relationship seems like oil on water, separating themselves in defining form, that a CLEAR line is formed. The feeling hurts both of us really bad, so bad that our eyes were drenched a couple of time. Those people, who I, myself, respected for the past 27 years, never really spare a thought for us. Never bother to get the FULL details before trying to cool things down. I just have to tell them, that they see (surfaces) things from above, but they certainly do not have the eye power of an eagle. Probably, bats flying in the night, avoiding obstruction with their EARS (only).
Like I've always tell my friends, The 'Antz' you see during work and outings compare to 'ShuiQing' you see at home are from two different worlds.
Antz do wanna bring laughter and fun to all people he met. Speaks nothing but the truth about his feelings & thoughts and reveals all true expressions on his face.
ShuiQing just wanna stay in his room, befriends with his PC. Speaks no more than 10 sentences to those staying under the same roof. Not that ShuiQing cannot be bothered, just that he had tried. Speaking to them makes ShuiQing like a human just talk to them in some Mars or Jupiter languages.
Trying to fix the knot that is so tight for the past 15 years (since I really understand the Way of Living on planet Earth), I finally throw in the towel.
What we want now is just some peace. Let us enjoy our blissful married life with our parents, and the ones who TRULY, SINCERELY wish us best and brighten up our life journey along the way.
Brand new year, finally started my engine with some boosters for work and my life. Just wanna update the past one exciting month happenings......
Absolutely wonderful ending to year 2010, with Antz & Jazs' wedding which took place on 18 Dec 2010, Park Royal Hotel. Thinking back, I really really miss those fun moments we had.
On 20 Dec 2010, Antz & Jazs went out of SG to the most Northern part of Japan, the legendary Hokkaido. Our first overseas trip with only the both of us. Sweet sweet journey indeed... Scenes and weather simply hugged us like sugar to donut of our honeymoon.
Afterwhich, my poor poor back injury haunted me the next day after I return from Hokkaido. You wont believe how it's striked me. The sharp prick on my back felt throughout my spine as I stood up from the bowl. Not as bad as the one I had on 2010 Jan, but it certainly hit me real bad. Luckily I'm able to walk after lying down for 20 minutes. But I couldn't bend forward from that moment.
Struggled to get back to work, as my Dear Jazs assisted me with tying of shoelaces. Laughters from my colleagues & boss as I expected, after telling them I may need to take leave the next day. Sitting down the alone the coffeeshop, where I continued to feel the pain after 15 minutes into my lunch.
Next two days, were my Rest-Spine-Days... Thank god, it got better after a week of rest and the amazing Bowen theraphy session I had on 28 Dec 2010.
Lemme share with you during my next entry. Need accompany my wife for once!! = )
After completing my course, I finally got some time to spend with Jazs and my friend and colleagues. During the mist of these fun times, I was still thinking about something.
Some things that I feels, worth my time burning my brain cells for....
I just don't why the sudden gash of urge to write this..
I'm just happen this little fear about....
Age...
I feel that Time is peeling off my Youth, layer by layer like an onion.. Age catching up, and I wonder what's more can be done.
Roof over my head, a kid by my arms. I certainly hope I could enjoy a little more. Play my favourite game. Walk along my favourite beach. Make merry with my favourite friends.
Just as the days swept pass me everyday at work, I been hoping that Time goes slower. I merely wanna achieve more! Cant every seconds seems like a minute? Or can I pause the world from rotating while I finish up all my outstanding tasks? Allow me 26 hours a day, I got the energy, I got the motivation, I can pump on. Why cant I have exhange for more time to work now than to sit on the rocking chair, waiting for Death to find me?
That's impossible.
Never can the world wait.
And I'm sure I wasn't thinking too much.
Probably I need an hour tonight to sort out my thoughts and plan to (hopefully) till I'm 35 yrs old.
Ten days has past since my birthday, but the memories in me is still fresh.
I just wanna share those memories I had with my first ever concert,
郑秀文 Love Mi 世界巡回演唱会 Singapore !!
And also to record these wonderful memories I had with Jazs by my side, in case I ever feel like recalling them back.....
We headed over to Kallang Indoor Stadium at around 7pm from Suntec, and me, filled with so much of excitement in me. Upon reaching, fans flooded the bridges, car park, Leisure Park.. Woo... We could hardly walk fast!
Entering the East Gate, headed to our seats 9 & 8 on Row 19. Happily seated down, with rest of the stadium half-filled. Looking around, saw a few familiar faces, but didn't went up to call them. I just spend my time surfing FB, browsing through those birthday greetings and also sharing my excitement while replying them.
Finally on 8.35pm it all uncover with a blast!
Chotto等等
As I have watched so many times on her HongKong LoveMI concert on Youtube, I hope that Singapore stop will be the same as HK. Looking her descend with blasting sparks, send the crowds to thundering scream!! And my ears are deaf at that moment..
Following this the music flowed smoothly to connect with a new song, "叮叮当"
Here listen to how she address the crowds in mandarin in a funny way..
Subsequently, similar to HongKong concert she sang, "默契"
A very old song of her, "不来的季节" & "值得" & "娃娃看天下" & "长恨歌" in a weird looking dragon-like suit.
Up next is her 3rd outfit of the night. Retro look with a extremely nice hairdo which Jazs & I love it on her! And she sang a Medley of English songs : a.I Will Survive b.Can't Take My Eyes Off You c.Designer Music d.Conga
And now her 4th suit, White dress with dozens of roses at the bottom. Performing my favourite sequence of new songs Episode I：The Darkness "罪与罚" with HanJin & "You raise me up" & "信者得爱" rap：欧阳靖 MC Jin.
I was actually hope her to sing her new song "上帝早已預備", as I saw the performance at Hong Kong concert was really fantastic! Nevertheless it was great to watch Sammi singing my current favourite album that had been playing everyday while heading home via bus.
After a short break, she returned with an orange dress (5th suit), singing a touching song "回来我身边" and Sammi's version of "恰似你的温柔", see how funny she put it when she said,"掐死你的溫柔". Haha!!
Following she sang a new song which resemble her feeling, "不要惊动爱情" and an English, "Last Christmas" with HanJin.
There is a really poor showing of SGrean's behaviour. Hundreds of people made the toilet dash when special guest who is also a fellow Singaporean, singing his own songs, together with MC Jin. Looking across the shadow of people's backview, I really pity the performer. Much deserved respect was not given to him. P.S. I din go toilet leh..
Back on stage, Sammi performed a Medley of "独家试唱" + "星「秀」传说" + "煞科" + "叮当" This is when the whole crowd went crazy! Many were spotted standing on chairs, waving their light sticks vigorously throughout the song! And I also cant help but to keep screaming. WOOoooo!!! Hahaha... That is why I din managed to record this wonderful experience. Take a look at the HongKong concert which is even better, with the round stage!
After this performance, I really take my hat off her. Dancing and singing, she is almost breathless as certain part of the last song, you hardly heard her voice. But the performance was impressive! We love the part when she fall backward into a hole while singing "星「秀」传说" and re-appearing to sing "煞科" and we witness how she lifted her right leg almost touching her forehead! It was fantastic!!!
Next it was another change in outfit, Black leather Devil like suit. Singing a song that brought the whole stadium to hymn with her, "亲密关系". She continue with Medley of her compilation of All-Time favourite songs "上一次流泪" + "终身美丽" + "不拖不欠" + "落错车"
Ending her night with a MUST-SING, "唯独你是不可取替". where she hopped off, asking the crowds to shout louder if we want an ENCORE. Minutes later, the band started hitting a beat where the crowds went shouting "*Dong DongSAMMI"
Indeed, she appeared with her 7th or 8th outfit, singing "终身美丽"
After which, she waved goodbye again, saying, "Ok Bye Bye Thank you!! Not sure got another ENCORE anot." Just when some people started getting their ass off the seats, probably typical SGrean's brainy "Faster go, I dun wanna struck in traffic jam!!"
Sammi appeared and this is truly the very last time. At this moment, I stopped taking any vid or photos. Engrossed in her final performance, standing with the rest of the crowds.
After this, I really don't bear to leave the stadium. Hoping there might a 3rd ENCORE. Haha, immediately the bright white light was turned on and that put a stop to this wishful thinking of mine.
Right now I was hoping to catch Sammi the next time she is in town for her next concert or she may pop by due to her upcoming mandarin album. (Currently still shooting vids and photos.)
IF NOT, I will try to persuade Jazs to go HongKong with me at her next concert there, where we can also stop by for a short holiday trip!
Sooooo looking forward!! And that granted my life-long wish of meeting my idol,
I here to declare that I'm truly very happy with what a unforgettable birthday celebration I had this year 2010.
A 26 yrs old guy who enjoy wonderful experience during his birthday period. I certainly had to say THANK YOU to:
Jazs who accompany me through out all celebrations, giving me a surprise present giving session, sit by me as I cheer for my idol.
Sammi Cheng who held her concert on my actual birthday! Probably it is Fate for that to happen, and I certainly enjoy my first ever meeting with my Life-Long IDOL!
My fun-loving colleagues who celebrate a be-lated birthday with a cake in a cup on 6 Apr 10!!
Cindy who brought me my all-time favourite Kaya Pandan cake!! MuaHahaha!
Not forgeting the rest of my co-workers who gave me a Donut Factory cake on 1st Apr!!! Certainly the first time!
Finally those well wishes from my Best Poly-mates, My Best pals and relatives who wrote either on my FB wall or via sms
THANK YOU!!!
I really apreciate that I do have you guys around me. Thank you.
